Could Be Better

Well I know I over react with these thing and I am very hard on myself but that is how I am. My Jimmy still may be workable. We are goign to try end bend stuff out enough to work better for the lights. It is now jsut a waiting game. I still have to talk to Lauren about maybe going out like next week or something. I still want to go on a date with her. I hope she is not mad about what I wrote in here. I mean it still could be taken mean and I am sorry for that. I mean I was freaking out at the time. I hope she gets that when she read it. I will also say I am sorry in person.. well probably over the phone but still.... I feel bad about it.. I dont know why.. I mean she is right that is worked out in some way since she was going to lacross today.... but still I should not have said what I said..... I just yeah.. my mind is mush and I need to write a report... I will try to update later..  bye :-\